Tension is stored in the tissues, fluids, bones, organs, vessels, skin, everywhere in the body. Tension has many layers, some are superficial and just like a momentary frown they release straight away. Other layers run deep, are stored like boxes gathering dust in the attic or an unopened cupboard and these layers are outside our awareness, of course, until we become aware of them. If we don’t feel the tension, it will just stay in the attic gathering dust and taking up space, but when we become aware, that awareness itself enables the tension to unravel and opens up space resulting in more access to our innate health. Pain and trauma are forms of tension. Pain is not static but varies moment to moment if we are able to feel the actual sensations and not just our rational brain’s label of that area of the body.
Biodynamic craniosacral therapy, felt sense yoga and somatic mediation all support the development of present time awareness of the body eg. body mindfulness, embodiment, sensing. This is not an idea of the body conjured by the rational mind, nor is it about perceiving ‘energy’ or ‘past lives’ or chakras but it is about actually experiencing the sensations of the body from the feeling of our bones and blood flow, to a sense of our organs, to the fluids and nerves, to the activity of the brain, knowing those sensations on an intricate level and through that, realising that the body is fluid, full of spaces and movement. Biodynamic craniosacral therapy shows us that when we are aware of something without judging or analysing it starts to change and then we feel a sense of wholeness and aliveness and we realise that everything is not how we think it is. This is tricky to explain in words because like all art, words cannot define a full experience of such magnitude where all our senses are engaged. Also, our rational minds actually cannot understand what is going on in the body all the time, we create a few maps to assist us and these are helpful but they are not the full picture. It’s just like we can’t explain the mysteries of life, birth and death. What we experience and feel, we understand and integrate. What we think about just stays as the whirring words circling around in never-never land and while our ideas change, the foundations don’t.
Trauma is a term to describe any experience that overwhelms our resources. It is unique to us as something that completely overwhelms me, may be a walk in the park for you and vice versa. Nevertheless, whatever experience overwhelms us, is stored as tension in the body, actual tension and then it is hidden from our conscious mind like the boxes in the attic until we feel safe and held and resourced to go there and start clearing it out. Trauma affects our health, our sense of wellbeing, our connection with others, our relationships, our work, everything. And we all have trauma. While it’s tempting to go for the all out cathartic experiences or to try to positive think ourselves out of our traumatic responses, it actually doesn’t work. What works is meeting that experience as a felt experience in our bodies when we are resourced and allowing the body to release and reorganise. This is what is happening in biodynamic craniosacral therapy. The underpinnings of this work are to support integration and present moment experience without retraumatising or overwhelming. This occurs when you feel safe, held and supported in your body, not just in your mind.
Sessions with me support you to feel your body and to be in the present moment as well as offer you ongoing resources to continue facilitating this connection with your experience throughout your life. Bear in mind that life is a magical and mysterious force and we cannot control it through our ideas. Healing occurs in it’s own time but we can enable it through our willingness to meet it and to relearn our innate connection to sensing and feeling our experience, being in our bodies and not just in our heads.